Dream and reality

I remember someone told me the reason
why I still can smile whenever I feel so depressed

why I feel less pain even in my painful moment

Because this is my dream land,
I am yet back to reality

I took a short trip to the place where
my brain told me there is my real world

and then strangely I could feel the urgency
to come back to my sleepless dream

it's scarier than I thought

How if when the time come...
I am not ready to go back to where I belong to?

How if this dream already eat me?